Post Surgery - 5 Weeks

5 weeks after surgery a short sweet description of:

Me

I nearly died due of boredom that one cannot describe at all though I loved the long break but it was not enjoyable at all... with the pain, not being able to do anything and especially not being able to go out about to see the world and mingle with humanity.... only this last week I am able too...Oh what fun that I am able to observe my surroundings without feeling pain ...ada lagi but then kena tahan sikit :P

Yes, I had books, the net and the idiot box but to weak to do much .....But it was nice living with mum again and had a blast time sitting with sis talking... Now wishing I was single again hahahhaha....

Food

It was okay for the first 2-3 weeks as I was not up to eating at all but as I was getting well my taste buds decided the food I was eating tastes awful. It is!!!. The food taste bland.... and what is worse that no spicy food at all....I sometimes sneak a little bit of food that I am not supposed to eat from sis because it looked so tasty!

Food is not great .... I never never wanna go through this again till it is time .... Just imagine your favourite food that you love so much you can only take a whiff and see it being gobbled by others waaaaa......especially home cooked food by your own mother.....mesti taste heavenly!

In addition to that one cannot eat much because you can't exercise much so one does not want to pack in the kilos!!!

Confinement

Being confined is not easy.... It is a very painful process... and at times I felt I smelled.... Just imagine the 2-3 weeks the weather was so bad where it rained throughout the day and because of that I only bathe once a day because I can't stand the coldness (tak nak masuk angin!). Had to wear socks all the time and you feel helpless as you can't do anything.... maybe if I had a baby to take care of it would have been different. 

Despite how painful and boring it can be.... the confinement period is very important to a person especially a woman.... It helps you get well asap and it is for long term. It also test your patience - restraint from the things that you like and love till the period is over .... My confinement is till end of the year (requested by mum).....it depends on certain people some do it till 40 days or more think Sheila Majid did 90 days....waaaaa....

My mum is very strict about the confinement period.... never seen her so strict before! Especially food and what don't dos.....Like i or not.... kena lah ikut ....as mothers know best!

My Other Half...

He has been always by my side throughout the ordeal. It hard for him to see me in pain and feeling helpless....I am glad that he is around to help me and always encouraging me to get up and about.... Now, he does most of the house chores like sweeping etc.... as my mum told me not to do .......Well, she knows best so better listen!

Now

All in all ...everything is okay now....I hope...I just need to remember not to be so 'ganas' (overly active) at times and not to pick up heavy things for the next 3 months..... Well, doc says we can try now.... Please pray that things will go our way and maybe we will have our bundle of joy earliest next year...Amin!

E!

I have confession to make… I lurve watching E!... You know the Entertainment channel on ASTRO – 712… Yes, it may sound lame but I love watching it… Somehow the channel is kind of a stress relief for me after a long day of racking my brains…

Basically, watching E! does not need much thinking! Hahaha… To me E! is entertaining - stories of the rich and famous, their ups and downs, scandals and goodwill etc… especially the reality shows.

I love watching The Kardashians… I find them entertaining despite that some people find them a kind of dysfunctional family but then that what makes them interesting…and I am already hooked on another one Giuliana & Bill…. Awww so cute!

So, any shows that you like on E!?

Warm as Toast

I had BBQ lamb yesterday and till today I still feel warm all over....
Just like toast! Me likey!!!! :D.....

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Insight on New Moon, Anyone? Hahaha....

Has anyone seen New Moon yet? Heard that many flocked the cinemas to catch it which includes my lil' sis and two of my husband nieces... Well, they are aged from 14-16 years old what can one expect... Maybe I need to call them and ask of what they thought about the movie but then I know what I would get from these head-over-heels Twilight fans.....Ravings and undying love of the story.....A love epic to them..... Wonder what happened to Romeo and Juliet.....

So, far I read review from some bloggers who did (did not) catch the movie ...I must ask...is it bad or worse than the 1st one or better???.... Below are some bloggers reviews on New Moon :P

• Eyeris - I Survived The Scariest Movie of 2009
• PikeyDude - New Moon Movie Review
• Joshuatly - OMG So ROTFLMAO New Moon is in the Cinema 

What is your take of NEW MOON for those movie buffs and Twillight fans out there? Care to enlighten.... :)

Updates 20091130
My sis said the movie was better than the 1st one (yelar, got bigger budget dear sis...) and everyone screamed with glee as Jacob (Taylor Lautner) took of his shirt to show off his muscular toned body (bet you girls loved the sight of that)....Target audience - young teenage girls any boy takers for this movie?...Girls are really swooning over Jacob this time... My my no one falling for Edward this time..... and Bella too ...hahahhahaa...

Yay.... Long Hols for All

Wishing all happy holidays and Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha!!!!

I Hate....

I just can't stand that being.... The very existence of that being on this planet makes me wanna throw a tantrum for every stupid worthless bidding the being asks me to do.

Again and again I to tell myself the being is just a person who has flaws and remind myself some of the great things the being has done for us all...

But......Now, I just feel like screaming and biting the being's head off that perches on the shoulders....Anyways it doesn't seem to have any use pun.....

Wished I could morph into a cat firstly scratch the being into shreds and then bite the head off like a cat would do on a mouse...wouldn't that be awesome!

So pissed....


p/s - Already screamed my head off but feel sorry to a good friend for having to put up with me and my tantrums because of the being arghhh!!!! How ashamed I am.......

Twilight Saga: New Moon...As if I Care....

The second saga of the Twilight saga: New Moon will be shown in cinemas nationwide on the Malaysian shores tomorrow and yes to all those die hard and drooling fans of the movie, they'll be swarming to catch the latest saga!

But it won't be me...I rather stick to the books...despite I have sold the books off cos I couldn't stand reading it over again! I am saying this because I have watched the movie, the 1st one as I was curious how it will look like on the big screen...and I was disappointed with it...frankly I was laughing throughout the show. It was really BAD!

I made reviews on the book saga and the movie itself. But really the movie sucks with horrible make-up, awful special effects and cheesy lines.... the only thing that was awesome was the baseball scene especially with Muse's song at the background.

With that I rather be at the Big Bad Wolf Book Sale (starts on the same day) than sitting in the cinema watching the movie, which will bring me to tears not because it is moves me but for being such a crappy movie. But then others will definately differ this if they are die-hard Twi-Fans (dunno nie correct or not but do I care?).

Leaving with that one should read this piece by Oatmeal - How Twilight Works - Damn farnee but it is does say more or less of how some feel about the saga :P

Missing Mama

It is official as of yesterday, I moved back to my own house after 3 weeks staying at mama's as she looked after me after the surgery. Some how I feel liberated moving back to my own home but at the same time I have this heavy feeling of I am abandoning her for the second time. The first time was after I got married.

To me my mama is everything, my friend, my mentor, my teacher and the most important thing is that she is my mother. After I got married I moved out from her house into my own, it was hard for me and mama as we said a tearful goodbye that evening...It was the most painful ordeal part of my life. Marriage does some how create a silent  gap between a mother-daughter relationship as the husband appears in one daughter's life. I am not saying being married is a bad thing, it was on outlook that I had at that time.

Being away from my mama does not meaning that I won't be coming back home occasionally but it won't just be the same living in a home without mama around. How I cried that night at as I am not used being apart from her. Well, I have been apart from her but you know that you will come back home to her but now I am someone's wife, a new chapter in my life and I won't be coming home to mama anymore.

Again, history repeats itself.... me being back home and loving every moment as my mama hovers around me, fussing and having someone to talk to. Yes, one may have a hubby but talking to your own mother is utterly different and the best part was during the stay I reconnected with her again.....Not that we never did when I come over but this time it is different it maybe because we had much more time with one another. But all have to end some where as I have a hubby to take care and a home to attend to....

And now today I am back home again... alone... and I miss her. I feel guilty for burdening her with my attendance at home but after the sms she sent I know that even though she may look tired and had so much to do when I was staying with her - she loves me (what mother doesn't love her child), she loved it when I was around and misses me now.

I love you and miss you too ma.... Thank you for being my mama. Anyways, have a great trip tomorrow to Bandung, you deserve it :)

To mothers who has young daughters, treat them well and you will never regret every moment of it.

To mothers who has married daughters, be there for them as we still need your wisdom and guidance.

To daughters, love and care for your mothers as there will one be one in your lifetime :)

ALAMAK!

I hope he doesn't get into trouble with his wife.... Me pun satu...bengong... Forget that sometimes a small gesture can sometimes be fatal especially to some people. Hopefully God will be merciful on me and the person as I had no intention of doing so...